2011 was full of ups and downs. I fell in and out of love, decided to go back to school, and found myself along the way. My life isn't exactly where I would like it to be now, but I'm doing everything I can to find what makes me happy.
I recently started a page called "Don't hate me because I have a sense of humor" on Facebook. Some of you might think I'm a dork, which technically I am. I started the page so I could promote my book, which I plan to e-publish in the next few months. I'm already over 11k followers in about 2 months. I love my page. I love that I can do whatever the hell I want on it. It's like medication. It keeps me from going insane in a world that has gone crazy.
I don't know what 2012 will bring. I'm sure hoping it's not the end of the world like everyone keeps saying. But even if that's the case I can look back on my life with a smile. I don't regret anything. Not. One. Thing. Sure I've fucked up and made my mistakes, but they have made me the bitch I am today. I'm not talking about a bitch in a negative way. I'm a bitch because I am completely in control of my life and I refuse to let others bring me down. God knows so many people have tried. Some have succeeded, but never again will they. I am who I am, and I don't give a flying shit who does or does not like me. I'm not going to put my happiness on the back burner for anyone. I'm not going to let anyone take me for granted. I'm stronger than that.
Whatever 2012 brings I look forward to it. And if the Mayans were right....bring it on!